I run away from my home and I’m happy

Sometimes even just for a day
Home’s where it’s hardest, not just where I started
Not just where I happen to stay

But I’m lost now
I don’t even know how
I don’t even know myself, where to belong

I run from the past and I live for the future
With nothing in between or within
But I caught a glimpse of my happy self
Here in Berlin in the spring

I’ll go (I am a shade of my former self)
Lose my mind (I’m on the path to my better self)
Free my soul (I caught a glimpse of my happy self)
But I will ride another way

Cuz I’m lost now
I don’t even know how
I don’t even know myself
Where to arrive
And I’m here now
I don’t even know how
Running is a way of life
How to survive

I know I won’t stay forever
Bottle the air to remember how it
Feels to be lost in the moment
Caught in the now

Here I am
Waiting in the wings
Waiting in Berlin
Holding out for anything at all

Cities in the spring
Remind me how it feels to be lost in a moment
And I’m not seeking anything at all

Cuz I’m lost now
I don’t even know how
I don’t even know myself
Where to arrive
And I’m here now
I don’t even know how
Running is a way of life
How to survive
Cuz I’m lost now
I don’t even know how
I don’t even know myself
Where to arrive